My and my son sekarang selalu gaduh. GAduh pasal conteng sofa kulit dengan pen mata bola, gaduh pasal tak mau makan, Gaduh pasal apa aja lagi. Sebab tu aku jarang cerita pasal dia. Kalau dah asik2 gaduh, keadaan adalah sangat kacau bilau.
Adalah agak mengejutkan selama aku senyap dari dunia blog ni, ada juga pelawat yang sudi tinggal jejak kat blog aku. Thank u all, i appreciate your comments.
Keadaan di siang hari juga kacau bilau. New job. New task.
And I am disqualified from taking the GC position because I left my panel (or more like my panel left me). Tapi fikir2 balik, untuk apa jadi GC? Aku kerja bukan nak memanjat tangga korporat, bukan mengejar pangkat, bukan untuk jadi kaya. Aku kerja untuk live the moment. Jadi aku tak berjuang utk benda2 ni, walaupun org2 sekeliling mempengaruhi. Ada kawan ajak sambung belajar, aku cakap “I don’t want to fight for life anymore. I want to stay where I am”. Of course she was shocked. I feel quite bad for not fighting like most people. It makes me think, when did I stop fighting? The answer will be the obvious. AFTER WAFIY. I think he’s my last fight in life (but I’m really hoping there’s more to fight for).
I have fought so many battles in life, as far as i can remember. So many, that it drains life out of me. And I,m still young.
I hope something good came up and I can start fighting again.
